醒不來

That night I told Matt how tough I was and how tough the world was.

Comrades left me alone to deal with the real world and I leave friends for a dream.

I know how tough the world is but forget how tough I could be.

How embarrassing I fear to face an illusional embarrassement.

Ivy was right, I become the exact coward, narrow person she despised.

In a comfort zone, I stay whiningly and lose the courage.

I lost my lucky necklace and barcelet, but finally remember the dreams I’ve made.